Beloved Turnabout makes me a horrible person.

Me: Dude, Sara, we should write Red into the story, it would be a battle of the AUs!
Also me: *The first thing written for BT is Red breaking down in tears in front of the WAA lawyers.*
Also me: *RPs scenarios that has Red being miserable*
Also me: *has it that Red hates the whole Champion role, fled to Mount Silver to avoid all stress related to it, and only came down to find Ash*
Also me: *also has it that Red values family over almost everything, and thus is in agony when Ash is in a coma/unconscious for four/five days*
Also me: *Makes Red into Apollo Justice 2.0 when it comes to his emotions, explaining Red's stoicism*
Also me: *accidentally ties Red into the plot by being the one who caught Pikachu, both him and said Electric Mouse ending up having a trauma involving the capture, and Red having issues with Team Rocket involving said trauma*
Also me: *has Red get bitten by a Zubat's Poison Fang AT THE NECK.*
Me: I AM A BAD MOTHER!